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Guilt

by Sans Lorenzo

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1.
My hands are pressed into the mud And from the holes is leaking blood, Fill your mouth with what you take The puddles start to form a lake And I still think how it would be If it was you instead of me Who had the chance to start again Benefit from the death of a friend Painted leaves the sky will break Held in place by a stake And I can't move from where I am Benefit from the death of a friend And I... Over and over and over and over again Fill your mouth with my blood, I didn't think I ever could But in the summer on that day A part of me just went away I tried to pick up what I found But it was nailed to the ground Over and over and over and over again And I still think how it would be If it was you instead of me Who had the chance to start again Benefit from the death of a friend Painted leaves the sky will break Held in place by a stake And I can't move from where I am Benefit from the death of a friend And I... Over and over and over and over again Wrap my eyes with the cloth I put the glass into my mouth The August light shines through the trees A part of me wants to believe When Martian sands become unbound I've been nailed to the ground I'm nailed to the ground September regrets and there's nothing I can do or say to make it go away And I... I tried to pick up what I found But it was nailed to the ground I've been nailed to the ground My hands are pressed into the mud And from the holes is leaking blood, Fill your mouth with what you take The puddles start to form a lake
2.
Glassy eyed narcotic gaze Reuniting with a piece of me That never left and never changed Blur my vision from what I became I can't let go, I am alone I'm standing on a bridge I have no control, but I control everything In my dreams,I'm standing there Eyes wide open, but I don't care Holding on Blind to all that isn't me Break every promise that I make Flowers running through my veins Take a breath I feel no pain I can't let go, I am alone I'm standing on a bridge I have no control, but I control everythingaa
3.
I want the wind to cut me up I want the wind to cut me up Rain blood down on me, enough to fill my cup Forever lying in the bed that I have made Ten years and I'm still crying I think about you everyday, Realized I've always been this way Slipped in the trail of my own blood Do I even care enough or did I ever care at all? Blessed with the gift to see the cliff But I'm still running off I want the wind to cut me up, the sun to warm my skin I finally realized that it's my blood I've been slipping in
4.
A light is passing through my body, I can't escape it's grasp And in the morning will you regret everything you've done There's a ringing in my head that hasn't stopped for months And my skins leaking, everything starts to taste like ash Radiation, I've been waiting, choking on my swollen tounge Pierce the skin, sinking in, holding everyone So take me back behind the shed, And put you gun up to my head, You've only showed me love before, So I don't think I'll know The weight it heavy in my chest, crushed by its own gravity Nothing makes it, no lights escapes at all There's a sickness in the air and no one seems to know it's there But in the darkness while I sleep I hear it calling out to me So hold your breath and count to ten Forgot my name and where we've been And while you're falling back asleep I float across the floor Beneath the house is where we lurk Below trees with rocks and dirt Poking holes in all your dreams The ship is sinking The smoke killed us before the fire And all the things that will transpire Infecting everything we do There's no escaping So take me back behind the shed, And put you gun up to my head, You've only showed me love before, So I don't think I'll know
5.
Weightless 03:21
My feet feel weightless Coming off of the ground A warmth inside arises from potions made of plants and bind Grey skies meet the treeline Above my car I thought I would be happy now But a years gone by and I'm in line I'll sink through the pavement You can watch me drown Encased inside forever Eyes wide open looking up I started the hourglass running but who can stop it now? I'm seeing everything I've ever been and it's not a good sight The things that we do just to make it through the night There's a ghost in the windshield And it knows my name I thought about running but I don't think I'll fight today My feet feel weightless Coming off of the ground I think that I died Somewhere in 2009 My feet feel weightless With a rope sliding down My feet feel weightless Coming off of the ground My feet feel weightless I'll twist into braids There's a mountain of concrete Standing in my way Let's make a tower out of all my broken bones We'll pierce the sky and climb on up and lay before the throne And ask him why it hurts so much
6.
Falling 06:34
I'm not far away from where I started A light fills the space in a mirror I'm breaking And you need me today but my stomach's aching When the ground starts to cave will you be waiting? Falling down the stairs, Over and over I'll prove your fears Doomed to repeat all of my past failings The look on your face when you saw me shaking A cigarette in your bedroom waiting Falling down the stairs, Over and over I'll prove your fears Etched in my brain, All the things I can't escape
7.
Faker 06:47
Broken glass is in the air, Run my fingers through your hair I'm always covered up in grass And I've been waiting And I've been letting go of everything And I wanted you to know it, Just not today Goodnight, the power's out, the lights are dark, the fuse is blown, I think that I am starting to get a funny feeling that they're waiting behind the door that I unlocked, I'm tailing your car along the highway and you're looking back through foggy mirrors And in the dark, I think we're safest Hide everything we are under a blanket Would you let me know if you've been faking Throw everything I care about away Good luck, when I crash into the windshield I wonder if I give a fuck, I'm floating and as I turn I see you lights are fading from my view as I kiss the pavement, I thought that I could make it, but every time I'm drinking I can barely see straight And in the dark, I think we're safest Hide everything we are under a blanket Would you let me know if you've been faking Throw everything I care about away If time is what they think, than what's the point of dreaming? And if I am asleep than I don't think I'm leaving Because it goes on and on and on and on Nothing's ever ending And If I can't awake and run away than what's the point of breathing?
8.
Sunset, write my name on concrete Broken, sew my arms together Hangman, extrajudicial killing Pacing wait... Waiting for my turn Hating everything Blanking on your name Somethings never change And I've been waiting by the phone But I always miss the call You can tell me when I'm wrong I promise I can take it I think I lost you in the haze Empty bottles waste my days But when I hear you through the wall I think I missed it all Dreaming, hold my breath forever Floating down the drain Broken, glue you back together Drift into space And I've been waiting by the phone But I always miss the call You can tell me when I'm wrong I promise I can take it I think I lost you in the haze Empty bottles waste my days But when I hear you through the wall I think I missed it all Sunset, write my name on concrete Broken, sew my arms together Hangman, extrajudicial killing Pacing, wait... So tell me what you think, Because we've been staring at a wall You can promise everything Or none at all You take what you have to learn But I always miss the call And I've been sleeping on the lawn, For far too long Sunset, write my name on concrete Broken, sew my arms together Hangman, extrajudicial killing Pacing, wait...
9.
Bless the day because I love you and all, but every night it always starts to change, I have learned how to brace for the fall and you can't to take that away Throw me into a hole in the ground, cover it up with a stone Sealed in wax to I can't escape or tie me up and burn me at the stake Bless the day because I love you and all, but every night it always ends the same, I have learned how to brace for the fall and you can't to take that away What's it like in the hear to the sun? Nuclear fusion is all the rage, I'd set fire to everything we love, I've got a match if you've got gasoline Miss the day because I love you and all, but every night it always was the same, I have learned how to brace for the fall and you can't to take that away Do you know if I wasted it all? Your gun is pointed right into my face, falling down into telephone wire, crash my car and launch me into space, I'm on a bridge and I'd jump if I could but I don't have the courage left to change Curse the day, did I love you at all? Knowing me is always a mistake, realized I'm in love with the fall, I start to think my life has been a waste, running out of things I can change when all the good in me has been erased Hope that I'm not too late I want to be awake

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released May 8, 2020

Nate Brown: Bass
Dan Couture: Guitars, Vocals, Memory Moog
Kevin Graf: Drums

Recorded January 2019 & January - February 2020
Engineered and Mixed by Dan Couture
Produced by Dan Couture and Sans Lorenzo

Artwork layout by Dan Couture
Photography by Dan Couture and Nate Brown

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Sans Lorenzo Lombard, Illinois

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Dan: guitar, vocals
Nate: bass
Kevin: drums

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Otto: bass

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